Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Back home for a few days. My mom is annoying as usualy but its nice to be in my old room

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Hey guys!

So im gonna start updating again....I know I go through low points but im back.

ALSO! NEW PROJECT!

A Magic the Gathering blog! itll be all ur mtg needs plus eventually (hopfully) a weekly comic....not nessicarily a Mtg comic)

http://snowcoveredswampmtg.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Night night

Chilling with laura as she studies...work from 10 to 8 tommorow

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Hrm....

I feel like i should post....but have nothing to say...also i dont want to whine like azyzl :P

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

How long did i expect love to outweigh ignorance...

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Dead By 30!

New song? Why yes!
I have been in the process of tweaking this thing forever, it was originally written with the wingmen
right after 3 songs and a dogtag but then jon gave up and such so it was left to me on my own. Writing for me and writing for the wingmen are very different tasks, I have more of a straight punk rock/pop punk/ska punk tone while the wingmen were punk infused with metal/alternative. My work doesn't have to be intensely guitar driven the wingmen did. So after a total revamp of the music and a over haul of the lyrics it was meant for personal use. It still sat for months but now it is done so I present:

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Song: Dead By 30!
Band: Thwart The Radio
Lyrics: Sean Craven

Pre song:
Sean: you know what they call me around these parts?
Jon: what?
Sean: an asshole thats what they call me...


Verse:
I woke up drunk on my best friends floor
couldnt make out the night before...
Grabbed my shit and went out the door
Wonder what fuckin time it is

//

Held my head as i walked outside
cringed a bit when the sun hit my eyes
i never thought id be this guy
How my times has this been my morning

Chorus

E*      B                                     A                                  F#             A
I wanna party like a death row inmate, like i aint got nothin left so there aint nothin left to lose!
I wanna party till its 6 in the morning, like i aint got class tomorrow though we all no that i do
i need to party till i cant see straight or remember the mistakes of a another wasted day.
SO i have my party with out the regrets cuz we all know i wanna be dead by 30...anyway


Verse:

Called up work wasnt coming in
walk to the bathroom just to throw up again
tried to remember when did this trend begin
and why im so happy living it

//

Grabbed my textbook for a minute or 2
that didnt last long so i put on my shoes
Out of my house lets find something to do
I'll get that work done tomorrow.

Chorus

I wanna party like a death row inmate, like i aint got nothin left so there aint nothin left to lose!
I wanna party till its 6 in the morning, like i aint got class tomorow though we all no that i do
i need to party till i cant see straight or remmember the mistakes of a another wasted day.
So i have my party with out the regrets cuz we all know i wanna be dead by 30...anyway

-solo-

Bridge/verse:
Sleepless night/hungover days
Missed assignment and lackluster grades
What does it matter when you're counting your days
Shit gets easier when you've got a dead line (haha)


Chorus
I wanna party like a death row inmate, like i aint got nothin left so there aint nothin left to lose!
I wanna party till its 6 in the morning, like i aint got class tomorow though we all no that i do
i need to party till i cant see straight or remmember the mistakes of a another wasted day.
SO i have my party with out the regrets cuz we all know i wanna be dead by 30...anyway





IVCVCSBCO

Saturday, March 5, 2011

BEWARE!

Like a demon borne from the fire of the nether i will decend on atlanta in 2 hours to bring pain and suffering

Friday, February 18, 2011

All day this song...

http://img-cdn.officialmp3s.mobi/art/1187706-355-200/sum-41-pull-the-curtain.jpg

(Where'd I go wrong?)
Pull the curtain, begin paranoia's wearing thin now
It's wearing thin now
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Close my eyes, realize I've become the victimized now
Desensitized now

The one and only day has come
I pay for all the bad things I've done

(Where'd I go wrong?)
Somthing's wrong because I find the glamour in the dark side
in the dark side
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Cheap regrets can't forget falling victim to the debts
still unpaid in my mind

The one and only day has come
I pay for all the bad things I've done

It's gonna take me, you don't know tragedy
I've been to hell and back again to tell it
Close my eyes and lay me down to sleep
I fear the worst my beating heart ticks to explode
And my time is up so...

Why can't I just lie?

The living dead awake, the horror show begins
So pull the curtains over me
Bring on the panic
The uncontrolled and manic
It's a free for all kill them all every last one of them, I don't care
(Well, hey hey hey hey) (x2)

Suffocate the dreams in my mind
(I can't stop believing)
Drown the thoughts that have me confined
(Stop this heart from bleeding)
Gutter dreams as black as the night
No one told me envy is a lie
(Lost in paranoia)

Suffocate the dreams in my mind
(I can't stop believing)
Drown the thoughts that have me confined
(Stop this heart from bleeding)
Gutter dreams as black as the night
No one told me envy is a lie
(Lost in paranoia)

(background)
My last words I'm choking
Are all my dreams broken
The silence is deafening
My ears won't stop ringing

My last words I'm choking
Are all my dreams broken
The silence is deafening
My ears won't stop ringing

Now we're gone do you still feel the same?
Well now, can't you see?
I need help to stop me from myself
Well can't you help me now?

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Friday, February 11, 2011

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Bowling?

Bowling!

Booorrred

That is a tree...I drove laura to her first day of teaching today and now I have to wait here till she is out. Oh well gas money is good...

Song of the Day: Where I Belong - Motion City Soundtrack

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

And thats the way it goes...

 I posted these lyrics a few months ago, here is a really rough copy of the song...feedback please?

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150092388834635&saved#!/video/video.php?v=10150092388834635&comments

Recap!

Soooooooooo.....It's been awhile. The last thing I think I actively posted about was The Fest...in October...anyway update time. So the fest was damn fun but I don't feel like posting about it this late after. After that I head to NY to visit V, didn't do much just watched CG and walked around a lot...but all in all one the best weekends I've had. Then (one of the reasons I stopped posting) I got myself a girl friend. This was around November. Her name is Laura and I met her at my buddies place during a party. We hit it off and immediately started dating...we recently broke up. It was my decision overall...I really like her and we get along very well...but we both date in different ways and it causes a lot of strife between us, so to preserve our friendship I decided to end it...it been a little hard to get used to but we will get there...we still hang out all the time so its good for the most part.

Ummmm...winter break V had her 21st that was pretty fun and New Year was spent at my friend Allie and Peters place, caught up with a few people I haven't seen since high school. Over the break though main switched between seeing Laura (still dating at the time), V and her siblings, and Odin. It was fun.

Now the heavy stuff...I didn't do so well in my classes...at least not well enough to get my scholarships back. So now I'm living off of 30-40 bucks a week up here and don have enough money to finish the semester. My parents are covering rent but its just not enough and i cant find a fucking job up here to save my life. The hope is that my grandfather with send me some cash to hold me till summer then ill go back home and hopefully work at Walmart again for a few months.

I'm also very worried about this semester, 2 days before the start I had to redo all my classes and it really fucked up my schedule. Between the fact I'm now taking classes I don't care about they are all at inconvenient times. I had it set up for a 11 - 3: 30 day on Monday and Wednesday and a 11 - 9 with a long break on Tuesday and Thursday but i had to forfeit that to make this work. My history class is optional attendance, which makes it hard to want to show up at 8: 30, but i need to if i want to keep up with the essays...which are not my strong point. I have a Art history class which is 3 hours long and boring as fuck with an essay due next week that i don't even know how to start and my music theory teacher is a bit over zealous with assignments as well. the only class i have a handle on is my Intro to AV class because u are graded on our hands on work in class and i can deal with the tech.

I'm really nervous I cant keep up with the work load and on top of that I cant concentrate at all this semester for reasons unknown so shit is creeping up fast. I'm 4 weeks in and feel like I haven't done anything in classes yet I feel like I'm missing everything.

I need to get C's in all my classes to stay up here or that's it. Ill have to move home and work there till i save up enough to move out...this is pretty much my last shot at college and its a ton of stress...I just wish I could get around the bullshit and just get my degree, if I wasn't so fed up with everything this would be much easier.

Though not all is bad in my world, Valentines Day is coming up and for the first time ever /I have a Valentine =). Also I turn 21 in march and over spring break I get to visit my best friend CJ and meet the frat bro's Ive been playing video games with this whole time.

 Ok I think that's it...no more long post. I'll start up with the Pic of the Day again...I stopped because blogger's mobile posting was not working for a bit but it got over itself.

Song of the Day: Screaming Bloody Murder - Sum 41

Saturday, February 5, 2011

...

You ever have someone become more prominent in your life and just make it 400x better...